The Ethernet Cable

It’s very strange how this power which is the world works on you if you are so inclined to allow it to. Is it only dreams then? Is it only imagination and what you allow yourself to believe in? Maybe. And maybe we dream too little, too small, too often. Why do we think the way we usually do, as if the world was like our parents who didn’t seem to want to give us what we’d asked for when we were children? No, they were inclined to tell us how it was, for them, be practical, don’t want too much or you’ll be disappointed, perhaps they wanted to shield us from the pain of their own lives, how as children and young adults they had hoped for much, and not received any of it. I think I understand my own mother now, how war had come and wiped away, not just her hopes but her entire world in a single year.

I think now a person is born with an entire world inside of them, and this world might bloom and blossom if it were not for the way humans learned to live. I went to Walmart last night to get an ethernet cable. I needed it because my computer was still on dial up. I guess they are sending us yet another wifi modem but it’s not here yet, and a cable is always faster anyway. So I was looking around for it in the electronics section of the store and at first, I was like shit, they don’t have one? Then I thought I was going to have to get it on Amazon and wait for it to arrive but I saw a kid that worked there and asked him if they had any. They did. It cost about 10 bucks for a 25 foot cable. The reason I couldn’t find it was because unlike the one I bought last year (or actually some year, not sure which one now or if there even was one) for my son, from the same Walmart, this one was being kept behind the glass in a locked cabinet. I just asked the kid then, “They are locking up the ethernet cables now”, and gave him a puzzling look I think, then said, “Why are they locking up the ethernet cables?” He had no idea obviously, but asked me if I wanted to pay for it now, or he could bring it up front for me to customer service, and I could pay for it then. The thing only costs ten dollars but you can’t just throw it in your cart, too fucking special I guess. I just went ahead and paid for it. Once it’s paid for you can throw it in your cart and finish your shopping but yeah it struck me as very weird. I said then, “Shit, fucking humans. They’re all just thieves now. I mean if they’re locking up ethernet cables now, it seems pretty serious. We’ve reached a new level of stupid I’m guessing.” The kid kind of laughed at that and my daughter who was with me was like, “Mom, stop”, so I did, but shit I thought it was pretty funny. God forbid, anyone should shove an ethernet cable down the front of their shirt and just walk out with it. That’d be a tragedy. We’ve got to stop this from happening. I mean seriously, a box of four protein bars, the good kind, costs about the same price but those are out in the open. The land of the free, I’m guessing isn’t feeling so free these days. In China maybe they just have such good surveillance that they don’t need to put everything behind lock and key, but here they do. Damn Americans, what a bunch of losers. They’ll steal the shirt off your back if you’re not paying attention to what’s covering up your body? Is this what it’s come to?

I’m guessing one day how it will be is everything will be locked up. All shopping will either be online since if you don’t pay first it doesn’t come, or you’ll go to the store and somehow submit your list of items, pay for them, and then they’ll all come out on some conveyor belt in a box with your name and receipt on it. The joy of shopping, the days of walking down corridors lined with products is coming to an end, if you want to look around you can do so on your phone, or at home in front of your computer screen. I’m guessing people will really balloon up after that, since that’s even less walking, and the only walking some ever do. Probably if you work out at a gym, you’ll have some key like your fingerprint you’ll have to swipe on the computer pad of the free weights you’re using to make sure you not only put them back where you found them but don’t let anyone else use them while they’re checked out under your name. Dining out will probably be pay first, eat later, tips already computed and factored in to the overall price, no candle lit restaurants either, fuck romance, too dangerous, dumb ass humans are prone to start fires that way, they might burn down the whole fucking building or something. I’m guessing that’s really how we need AI these days, we are just too fucking stupid to think for ourselves so just let the machine do it for you, much easier and much faster. Contemplation be damned I guess. No more wondering about anything. Wow, who didn’t see it coming? No one, I guess, they were too dumb to think about it. All those endless, uncountable hours of classroom ass sitting availed us nothing. Maybe ring around the rosie, we all sit down, has actually manifested. It’s weird how chanting works I guess. The more you say anything even in jest, the more the wheels of manifestation pick up on any one sentiment, the more likely we are to see it coming to life on the screen of our vast delusion. Well, on the up side, automation will save time. Probably you’ll just find your recipe, copy and paste it into AI to generate a required item list which you’ll then copy and paste into your shopping cart, and presto, you’re off to the cooking races. Maybe you’ll be able to buy the exact quantity you need so that you just get these little plastic pouches instead of like a whole jar of something, two tablespoons of onion powder, one teaspoon of crushed garlic, half a teaspoon of pepper, and now you just open all the shit up, throw it in a pot and you’re good. No more thinking about cooking either, you’re too dumb for that, this will help you get it right every time, no grey areas if you follow the prescribed protocol. All items for recipe A will be marked with a red dot, so you don’t confuse them with the ingredients for the muffin adventure.

Today children we’re going to show you exactly how to follow directions so you’ll never have to get lost or figure out anything for yourself, and just thank fucking God those days are gone. We once let humans loose on this planet and they fucked it up to hell and back but it’s not like that now, you’re lucky you missed that era let me tell you, it’s much easier now. Computer errors are still possible but at least it won’t be your fault so you won’t have to go down that rabbit hole. Don’t ever look too deeply into your own mind, that place is dark and off limits now as it should be. You’ll only find trouble there. It might tell you to think which you don’t want. If you did that you might think you’re living in a prison instead of a paradise, and we don’t want you going rogue on us besides this will just make you unhappy. Everything works better if we’re all the same. This way no one will steal from you or break your heart. Your time on earth will be smooth and uneventful which is, trust us, just how you really like it.

If I look at my own mind right now, I got all that from seeing that the ethernet cables were now under lock and key. I might not have noticed anything out of the ordinary, which is how it happens that whole systems are built up under the noses of the stupid unsuspecting masses without them ever knowing what the fuck hit them. Are there ways to circumvent the madness is really the only question left to have, and I think there are. To a certain extent, you’ll still be able to imagine your own life if you have the force of will to do it. No one can conquer the whole earth, and besides to the untrained mind and eye there are still trillions of pockets of awareness that remain hidden, which means only you can see them or live within them. Maybe think Neo in the matrix movie, where the bullets just pass right through him. Being born into the matrix, you’re embedded with a code, a type of reality making system in which all rules apply to you all the time but there’s something beyond that. It’s sketchy at first, you suspect it’s there just underneath the surface of everything, but fear still has you. Do you dare to trust yourself? What if you’re wrong, then what? You might be humiliated right? The code insists that others can see you, if they can see you, then they can judge you, and basically access your physical realm in whatever way they want. This code insists you’re vulnerable to outside forces, to attacks from other people, and other people’s realities, god dammit those bills are real, don’t ever forget it but what if that’s just a code? What would hacking or better still, erasing the code really mean? It would mean a new god damn reality right?

I’ve heard it said that we really know only one thing about consciousness itself, what we are, and that is that it is unlimited, it never started so it never ends. The roads you might take are not numbered on a map, all maps would only be part of the first code you were born into. To be free, you’d have to relinquish all maps, indeed erase the need for one. I’m not saying if you’re maybe driving you can’t use a map, you might as well use whatever infrastructure is available to serve you in your adventures. It’s great if it’s available, but sometimes it’s not the map that gets you but the idea that you’re lost without one. Let me tell you straight up, you can never actually be lost. You can’t lose what you are but you can lose the code that told you what that was. Why do we even need to know what we are? Have you ever wondered about that? Why does anyone ever tell us, hey listen you are here, and that over there is off limits to you, some people are allowed to go there just not you, your kind has to stay here. If you did want to travel to that other place, let me map it out for you, here are all the things you’d have to do first, this place has requirements, certifications, there are hundreds of hoops to jump through first, you can’t just go from here to over there, that’s impossible, man just get with the program, there’s no way out of it anyways, no one has ever done it. Or have they? Can we rewrite our own code?

I think we are rewriting our own code. I think every generation gets a new variation of code that is slightly different from the one their parents had. Maybe that’s the real reason children want so much, they know they can have it, their hearts tell them so. They know they are here to play with whatever they want to play with. So what happened then? Why what we got now? What are we doing here? I heard another explanation for this, basically there’s the lower manifestations, and some sort of upper perfect spiritual manifestation, and the job of humans is to unify the upper and the lower since we’re the only beings who can consciously be aware of both. What does that mean then? How are we to do this unifying?

As i write this, my whole weekend has been spent buying my daughter everything she thinks she needs to go and spend a month with her grandmother who lives in Arkansas. She basically took our friends death to mean, spend time now in case you don’t get it later, there’s no time to waste, after all grandma is now 83 years old. My son is going to drive her halfway and my mother and her boyfriend are going to meet them. She’s taking both of her dogs with her. This last purchase is about dog food for the older dog, she wants the best for her dog, she thinks the costco dog food is not good enough, it might be causing her allergies so Open Farm salmon is where it’s at. Of course, the price is more than double and I’m stuck footing the bill because I’m stuck footing all the bills around here, mainly, my oldest son is now working and contributing to his own life. It seems like a strange thing, all this sharing and caring, but this is also part of the code, a code that claims there’s only so much to go around so save something for yourself. It’s not the unlimited plan that’s for sure. How deeply are we embedded in it though? Too deep right, deeper than fucking deep, you’d think the code could have been written differently, perhaps if your neighbor needs an ethernet cable but can’t afford one because his code still sucks, he could walk right into the walmart and just ask for one, instead of risking life in prison for taking what he thinks he needs, then the code says, if you can’t pay for it, you don’t need it, stop wanting shit, this world isn’t just a take and grab, there’s dues to pay and work to be done, you need to be deserving, that’s what all the money is really for, it’s a measurement feature to calculate how much you can honestly have, otherwise you’re stealing and that’s bad, only criminals do that, and yet how much is really being siphoned off a person every single minute in terms of attention and just physical energy in general? Who or what the fuck wrote this code? Is it just the truth or has this whole world of beings just been mindlessly programmed to follow a code that the few greedy and devious ones at the top of this food chain cleverly tricked them into since I’m quite certain, whoever built up these Walmarts, sure they did some work in the beginning, but they never put hammer to nail in its creation, the code is what really built them, it makes most work forever while a few others live off that work. But what if it’s just a line of code that can be changed at any time if you have the mindset and will to rip it out? Perhaps the real task of human beings is for each one to write their own code. That’s the creative process that wants to be revealed. Now when I say “code” you think of some complicated inaccessible mix of numbers and letters that basically mean nothing to you, you can’t decipher or understand them at all but the reason that you can’t is because you’re still stuck in the first code. When the first code is embedded in you, it blocks any access you might have to your own awareness which is your very own power of creation. It basically ties you to the lower dimension of reality which is the prison planet, a single digit line of code hidden among the numerous plot lines that all do nothing and go nowhere. You’ll follow this code from birth to death without ever realizing it’s operating in you as you. You are that code now, nothing else. Without the spiritual dimension, you stay where you are. The inner urge for something higher than what you are getting must develop, it must get to you but free will demands that if it does, you are the one to let it in, to let it rewrite the code. Only then can you start to experience life with two dimensions, the material and the spiritual realms are basically reunited. You don’t live from one or the other but in both, they are mutually interactive and compatible. It’s not then you are nothing, there is no world, but you are both the spiritual consciousness and the material world. The worldly rules as you learned them, work hard, be good, be humble, be accepting, be a door mat, start to crumble. Heart and mind are one, but they’re not just nothing, they are intelligence itself manifested as you and your body, as a world. If you’d have been born free, you’d have known that, you wouldn’t have been unaware of these things, but utilizing them. To be fully free means to create your own world not according to any rules but in accordance with the dance of life that you are, a dance I might add that is uniquely yours to dance. No one needs to tell you what to do then or how to live, this would be absurd, you don’t need to learn how to live or even what you are, you come as that, all you’ve really done as far as all your learning goes is learn to live with this fucking code, but let’s be clear here, life hates this code, because this code tries to tame life, and tries to tame you, it wants to make you smaller so you can fit within the code, nothing else. That code is the real virus we’re facing as a species, it’s not other people or situations, but a line of code laced with fear. Fear is the keeper of the code, which in a sense is what the scriptures are calling the devil and it works its way outward off of a single concept that states the devil you know is better than the one you don’t.

You see when my daughter was asking for all this stuff, my insides were churning up a caldron of fear. I could feel it rising within me as if each time I said yes to my natural inherent capacity for limitless giving, it was saying no. That’s not a mistake or even a malady, that’s the entry point to the code itself. To feel this without judging it as a response to some action, or any event is the opening, when you do it, you are burning code. If you’re open you bring the light of your awareness to it, not to fix it, but to illuminate this closed and stifled chamber, there’s a line of code that creates the chamber, and each line can be erased. It’s not your code, and it’s definitely not your fucking chamber. You don’t want to live inside of that, having it control you, anything that creates fear is a control feature of the code, not you. Try an experiment if you don’t believe me. Bring up any fear you have, sit quietly and watch for the code to appear in images and thoughts it has created to reinforce it’s dominance over your very nature, then shine the light of your awareness directly upon it, wherever you feel it whether that’s directly in your body somewhere or nearby, that’s where you focus, on the sensation itself, and just fucking stay there. It will not feel good but forget about feeling good for once, fire burns, we’re not trying to meditate, we’re trying to destroy a line of code that has its hooks in you. If you want to live this sense of smallness has to go. You’re not a small thing, that’s just the code running the show. Do you really want that? Or do you want to be what you really are? The choice is always ours, we can succumb to fear or the code, or we can start burning shit. Let’s put it this way, the code isn’t actually just a single digit, maybe it started out that way but by now it’s morphed into a lot different codes that operate on a lot of different levels, some you know about other you don’t, maybe you haven’t gone deep enough yet.

So yeah, me I’m burning, just burning the fuck up right now, my insides almost feel like they are on fire in there somewhere, let me tell you just the intensity alone is almost overwhelming well it would be if I wasn’t used to by now. I call it “my insides” but that’s not actually true, yes the code has become a part of your experience, it’s basically become entwined or merged with the real parts of your being, and sorting this out becomes a life long endeavor for sure because let’s just say you excavated and got half of one code out. Well what about the other half, or some sneaky stringy bits that hide themselves? These things have their own energy so they can absolutely reconstitute themselves as well and just start growing themselves again, branching back out, even touching other aspects of your experience. It’s just a messy business, but you basically have to deal with it, or you’re just a pawn in the game of artificial code going on. And you know what? If you’re comfortable at all, you won’t do it. Comfort in terms of your life’s living situation is part of the code itself. If I ask you how your life is going and you say something like, “Yeah, not too bad. Not totally great but not terrible either”, I know you can’t do this shit. That is the worst possible scenario for something like this, you’d be better off languishing in a prison cell when it comes to actually going through with it. Probably the only reason I can do it is because I live on a ledge that threatens to break off and fall into the abyss at any moment on any given day. Yeah, it’s basically the abyss and me, the divide between us threatens to close in all the time.

I watched some guy I thought had made the trip advising his viewer to try meditation and I was basically dumbfounded. Why does everyone also revert back to that shit I thought? Don’t they know that’s no fucking answer? I mean you tell me, how are you going to find all the nothing shit if it’s nothing? Are those any directions? Then he said, “Just relax”, and I thought I was going to vomit right there and then. Of course, that was followed by the proverbial step back from your thoughts and try to silence yourself. I never really understood why you’d want to silence yourself, for what or for who? The whole thinking is bad shit is such bad advice, even Jed says so. Yeah, he’s like think more, think harder if I remember correctly. If anyone wonders what this writing is really for, this is the thinking harder part, somehow I’ve systematically gone down every fucking rabbit hole that revealed itself to me and you know what, that’s what I like to do now. Give me a hole and I’ll just jump in and see what I find in it. Hey, did you hear that Russia had a case of some kind of shit plague? I fucking laughed my ass off at that but it got worse, some other awakening guy made a whole video on it all about some very strange coincidences that were reported around the same time. I wondered if he thought it was real. I didn’t think he did but he still made a video about it, nothing like drawing attention to shit you don’t want to get caught up in I guess, careful man I would tell him, where you put your fucking focus, your focus can actually percolate and circulate in ways you don’t even know exist and then maybe circle back around to bite you in the ass. I think it has actually happened in precisely this way. I left him a comment. Here it is: There is no physical universe, the mind which is but one mind basically has numerous emanations which all communicate with each other, the movies it produces depend only on belief and the emotions behind these beliefs which fuel them, adding an enormous amount of collective fear just makes it part of the movie for more people.(but not real, collective hallucination does not produce anything since nothing is ever actually produced) All plot lines only ever depend on a person's ability to believe in them, if there's any doubt as to whether or not something is real (it's not, can't even be) it will err on the side of fear which just means you're like everyone else who hasn't actually explored reality. The characters who act out these scenarios obviously believe it could happen or they wouldn't prepare for it or they somehow know how manifestation works or spreads and use that nefariously. Nothing will ever happen, it never has but there is a drama that is dreamt for entertainment purposes only. Of course, what you truly believe in can produce a dream so real, with actual symptoms that can kill you.” I know it too. That’s what my friend actually died of.

I got to end this one as it’s getting too long but my take away if I had one is beliefs are as real as you think they are. And that’s the rabbit hole you have to go down. It’s not enough to see you’re awareness, that’s not freedom, freedom is accessing the creative manifesting creator part you come with and using this up to its full extent. There’s no need to hold back. You go forward or you don’t go. I don’t think there’s an in between because any compromise you make will just make you regret making it. You may come out of the void, but you aren’t the void right now and for good reason, you’re not supposed to be. After this journey, there’s only one thing to do with your life, and that’s to jump right back into it with all the passion, excitement, and pure fucking joy you can muster up for having one. You’re alive, you can move, you can express, you can create, you can do whatever you want. I mean why waste that being a quiet sense of awareness, because that’s not life, this is. Whatever happens next, I say shoot for the stars, shoot for whatever you want, you may not get it, but you can never ever say again, that you didn’t die trying, and if something gets in the way, destroy it where it lives in you. It’s not there anyway, it’s all just in your head.

Live.